Why everyone in this universe is after me? Why don't they let me take a breathe of sukoon?
I can't even love my sweeta without interruption!

Ding Dong

Fuck!! Am going to kill the person who is out there.

And I walked towards the main door with frustration...
I slammed the door open only to see Mr. Raj Standing there!!

Who else the person could be??
I looked at him giving glare and he gave me a sneer smile. Oh man seriously? If he just came here to annoy me then... Then... ahhh!! Can't kill him!! And I scowled at him "What?? " I asked annoyed "Don't you have any other work in this early hours?"

He gave me an innocent look Oh come on bro I know you better than you! You can be anything but INNOCENT!! He replied
"Can't I come to see my dearest brother? "

And I looked at him giving him an irritated look "And when actually does that happen? " I asked in flat tone

And he pouted... Okay instead of seeing my shivi's cute pout all I get to see is this... This pout by Raj.... And I looked up at God.... And mentally took a note to talk to him about the problem he have with me later on!!

I sighed and looked back at Him
"Stop this drama and tell me where the disaster is coming that you ruined my all day with your irritated presence!! "

He thinned his eyebrows and replied "Shivi kept your right name Changez khan"

What the!!!! "Haah!! And I know your hands are behind this too.... You are spoiling my innocent kiddo and nothing else"

He looked down and blabbered in almost inaudible tone
"Bechari kaha fas gai"
And of course I heard him Thanks to Shivi who made me experienced in this!

And I asked folding my hands
"What you mean by this?"

He looked back and replied
"Nah nah nothing by the way I was just here to remind you that tomorrow we have important meeting so be on time don't forget we have to prepare for that.....as you are in your lovey dovey era! "

I raised ny eyebrows and asked
"May be you are forgetting who's the boss here"

"And it's my prime duty to remind my lovely boss about his work" He replied

Okay One dramebaaz is enough for me to handle God... Not one more...

"Whatever" I replied And shut the door This is it for today!

I took a deep breath and went towards my room to get freshen up. Shivi must have took bath by now! I should hurry or else we'll get late. I agree I have no mood to go to office today but these business meeting are really A headache I don't even have time to spend with my sweeta!!

Beside that she's still just a
20 year old girl of course she wants some ideal kind of
boy friend who most importantly spends time with her! I know my baby is very mature but I don't want her to compromise her expectations because of my work. She is more important actually most important for me!

In these thought running in my head I took a quick bath and wore a grey business suit.

"Kartikkkkkkkk" I heard her loud voice. She already got ready. "Coming sweeta " I replied while wearing my shoes and went outside the room downstairs.

She was already sitting on the dinning table with her eyes locked at mobile screen. Her bag was on chair beside. Food was already kept on the table by the cook. She was wearing a pastel blue kurti adorned with tassels and A white pants. Her open hair dancing at back were increasing her beauty. No matter what she wears how she wears or when she wear she always looks preety actually I don't have a word to describe her beauty. Simple yet beautiful. No other one alive in this universe can match her beauty which lies in her simplicity.

She already looks like a goddess in simple attire if some day she actually dressed like them I swear that would be a reason for my death!

And I walked towards her. She lifted her head listening my footsteps and gave a warm smile. I placed my hand at the back if her head and pecked at her forehead leaning towards her and then settled to the chair near her.

"So let's see what's for breakfast today! " I said opening the lid of hot case, my eyes still locked at her innocent face.

"Haaah! Pancakes" She gasped excitedly looking at the case.

I smiled at her expression
My little kiddo!! And served it on the plate topped with chopped fruits and mapel syrup and yes how can I forget her favourite cinnamon butter!

She grabbed the knife and spoon to eat and I raised my eyebrows looking at her
She looked at me and replied emphasizing her words
"It's for you only!! "

I shaked my head and smiled while she stretched the spoon towards me. I looked at her with love in my eyes and kissed her hands before eating it. And then I fed her too. Believe me This is really the best part!

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And after eating that all I grabbed her bag and my bag with macbook , "Hurry baby" And stood up from the chair taking her hand in my other hand. She followed me towards the parking area and my phone buzzed! Keep buzzing I have no hand free to take it!

I was just walking that Shivi took my phone out from my pocket and said "It's your PA Ruhi"

I looked at her and replied
"Ask her what she wants?"

She looked at me for a while and answered the call while I kept all the things at back seat and opened the door for her.
She settled inside while talking to her. I too took my seat and started the car.

"She called to give you a reminder of the meeting you have tomorrow" Shivi said handing over me the phone
And I hummed starting the car.

"Kartik" She slowly said

"Yes baby" I replied

"You have too much work these days na?? " She said in concerning tone

"Yeah!! But it's ok my duty after all" I replied while looking straight at road

"Hmm if I disturb you unknowingly or irritate you in any situation while you are working please let me know okay I don't want to.... " She continued

And I looked at her cutting in between "And how did you thought that you'll ever disturb or irritate me in any case?? Hmm"

She looked at me "I mean..... "

"Shhh don't you ever think that your presence would DISTURB me.... You are over anything else okay??" I replied in serious tone

She blinked her eyes looking at me and looked down.

"Oyee what happened?? Hm tell me is there anything wrong or bothering you?? " I asked worried.

Ans she wiped her face with back of her hand. Is she is she crying??? And I parked the car at the side of the road.

"Shivi... Baby you crying??" I asked leaning my head towards her and tugged her hair strands behind her ears.

She sniffed wiping more tears and my heart sank deeper. Had my words hurt her? Did I said something hurtful? Shit Kartik how can you?

And I cupped her face making her look at me "Look... Look at me..." And her teary eyes met mine with a pout on her face and she hugged me suddenly and with that more tears left her eyes.

I creased back of her head and hugged her back with other hand "Baby am sorry If I said something bad but please don't cry like this my heart aches when you are sad..." 

She didn't responded and kept sobbing clutching my coat.

I said with concern "Tell me if you want to punish me tell me if you want me to do anything or if anything is bothering you but please don't cry like this!! "

She replied while sniffling
"I... I am missing bhai and bhabhi.. They didn't even tried to call.... Call... Or anything"

What??? I pulled back the hug and wiped her teary face
"Aayie aap aese royegi toh hamare dil ka kya hoga hmm zara bhi fikr nahi hai na aapko hamare dil ki?? " I asked her politely creasing his cheeks and the way she is sniffling like a baby, was looking adorable but but I hate her tears! and I pecked her forehead.

"What if.... You too get annoyed from my childish behavior and find someone mature....
So tell me if I irritate you but don't leave me.... " She said slowly and tears left her eyes.

With her words pain started in my chest. My baby have so much in her head. So many things are bothering her. I still didn't succeed to gain trust of her. I still didn't succeed to assure her that I'll be by her side always. And her bhai and bhabhi! Sorry mera bhacha I... I... Just can't take you to them! Your little heart is still not ready to take that pain.

And I looked at her teary face which is triggering me inside.

I cupped her face and made her look into my eyes.

"Listen to me Shivi..... First thing You can come to me Or call me Or ask me anything anytime no matter if I am in any important business meet or even on the death bed you can ask me anything even if you want to ask which ice cream flavor you want to eat!! Or Kartik I want to watch a movie or go anywhere or just ANYTHING My prime priority would be that!! That would not be annoying but my favorite thing to do really"

She looked at my eyes with hope and care and I slowly creased her cheeks.

"As I already have told you... You are my oxygen baby. And how can I survive without my oxygen hmm?? Leaving you would be the day of my death not anytime before.. Actually after death too my soul would find peace only around you" I continued

She placed her palm on my mouth "Don't... Don't say like this... That day would be my death day too"

Listening to her words made me feel how... How pure my shivi is.... Protecting her innocent heart would be my prime responsibility and I gave her a tight smile...

"My baby there would be no need for that... Because I am not going to leave you till 100 years of this birth and also the 100 years of next 1000s of birth!! "
I added with a smile and she too smiled which gave little peace to my heart...

"And talking about your bhai and bhabhi... You have Raj.. Don't you! And you know what if I call him now telling that you are missing your bhai and bhabhi.. He'll leave all work and come here just to cheer you up! And kaho toh shadi karwa de uski?? Bhabhi bhi aa jaygi" And I chuckled at the last statement and she giggled too....

At this thing I thought about the Raj Expressions.. He would be like "Muje kyu toda?? "
But making shivi happy is more important no matter if I have to make him marry to someone for that!!

I realized we already reached her college. I really didn't see where I parked the car. It was just in front of the gate of her college.

"Shivi bachaa now be my good brave girl and stop crying hmm" And she nodded like an obedient kid.

"You know you look like a 5 year old when you cry like this??" I said while touching her nose with my fingers and chuckled to change her mood.

She pouted on the statement and said "Kartikkkkkkkk"

"Really Shivu" I replied

"Don't talk to me" She replied and tried to open the door but I take hold of her wrist pulling her my side that her front touched mine with a sudden move.

She looked down shyly with red cheeks. Can you believe she was in tears few seconds before. My kiddo!! I smirked looking at her and slowly placed my finger underneath her chin making her look at me.

Her brown eyes met mine, some of her hair strands falling on her forehead! I gently kissed her on the lips for a while and pulled back kissing her nose softly!

"I will always and forever love you baby! Don't let any thing bother you or stress you okay! Am always at your side no matter what! " I said softly pecking her forehead and leaving her wrist.

"I know" She replied slowly
"Love you more" She added and smiled a little.
Ufff this smile!! It always get me. Believe me when I say it's the most beautiful thing in this entire universe! No one can match the sukoon I get from this little Smile of My shivi!!

And She opened the door and stepped outside. "Bye bye Kartik.... Don't miss me much okay! And All the best Loveee youu" She said and gave me a flying kiss....

Don't miss you much? Did she know her thought is the only thing which rules my brain.... Heart and every other organ... Nerve.... Even drops of blood in my body???

And I smiled at her and waved bye... Haah!!! 6 hours without her....!! I sighed and started the car towards my office...
It's gonna be tough but Kartik you can do it just 6 hours!!