After dealing with that fucker... I

was on the way back to my room... To My Shivi but then I remembered.... Oh shit!! How can I forget.... Shivi don't even have her clothes... Her books and other stuffs.... She must have needed them... As she couldn't miss her college anymore.....

I walked towards the parking area... I already had the keys of my car with me... Thank God... If I had went back inside for the keys... She would have asked me so many questions.... And I couldn't lie to her that much... It's really tough to answer her innocent questions.... I smiled at the thought and stepped inside my car.....

On the way to her home I called her.... To ask if she need anything from her home... And talking to her is uffff... I love to listen her sweet chirp..... And now am really feeling bad to leave her alone there.... She is feeling bored.... Am Sorry my baby....... I too want to spend all my life just with you... Just by looking at your flawless face.... Just by listening to your melodic chirp......

And the moment she said me to come fast and she's waiting for me.... My stomach filled with butterflies and I got bit emotional..... I was always a workaholic.... My parents too are workaholic and never got time for me... Neither I have any sibling..... No one ever cared about me..... I got indulged in work too much and my office is my home... I never felt like going to my home because there is no one but darkness and loneliness.... No one cared if I had eaten or not.... If am fine or not.......

But Shivi... She is healing something she never broke.... She is my home now.... I too can say.... Yes I too have someone for whom I have to live..... I too have someone to love.... I too have someone who will wait for me...... I have My Shivi.... My Little kiddo.... Meri pyaari si jaan....... And I'll make sure to give her every joy and happiness of this world.....

After reaching her home..... I searched for the key of her home in my dashboard.... I took that from Yuvraj of course in the bar when he was unconscious......

There's no one in there.... Ayushu bhabhi is with her parents.... And Yuvraj well.... I smirked at the thought and opened the door.....

It was all dark.... I didn't bother to look around or anything..... I went straight to Shivi's room......

The moment I stepped inside.... I felt something in my heart.... I can smell her..... I can feel her here.... I took a deep breath and turned on the light.... The room was still messy... That belt was still there in the corner... And all those memories came back....

When I saw shivi in the helpless condition.. Trembling in pain.... When she was crying so badly in my arms... Ahhh those were the worst memories... I shaked that thought off

I went to the side table.... Her books were there.... Those were in very bad condition.... Half torn and messy.... Name on the front page was also different.... How she study from these books???? I put them all in a bag near by..... And grabbed the shoes underneath her bed.... She only have a pair of shoes.. And those were also in very bad condition..... I felt little sad..... Then I opened her almirah.... All her clothes were too old and there was just 4 pair of them....

Shivi never showed that she is in need of anything... I always ask her if she want anything... If she want anything... All she do is shake her head in no with a smile..... I was with her for so long and I didn't even know that....... Ahhhhh... I left them all there and walked outside.....

On reaching my car frustuation and anger was flowing through my veins... I don't know why but something triggered me inside.... I called my PA and asked her to send me the location of best clothes showroom... And I also send her the name of books of her course and asked her to deliver them by morning at my home........

I went to that showroom... And of course everyone there already knew me.... The manager came and greeted me...

"Sir why did you bother to come... You should have called us.... " He said....

"No no it's ok just show me some best college wear clothes... With some traditional and western designer clothes for girl in her twenties.... They should be your best collections.... " I said

"Yes sure sir..." He said his workers and they showed me so many varieties of clothes.....

"Pack them all and show me some comfy clothes for home too" I said slowly

"Yes sir.... "

"Hmm pack them too"

"Anything else sir... " He asked politely...

"Hmm also pack your best girl's shoes and slippers..... Her size is about 6 inches.... And also the girls assessories and other stuff.... Everything they need..... All should be best one.... " I explained....

And the workers packed everything..... I said them to deliver everything at my home now.... And after some days I'll come with shivi and buy her everything she wants.... This is just for temporary basis for somedays......

On the way back... A cute stuff toy catched my attention... She would like that... I bought that too and carry that by myself.... That was a stuffed teddy of sky blue colour... I know she would love this.......

I kept that on the passenger seat and drove back to home.... And I realize it's already 11 pm... Shit.... Shivi must be waiting.... I drove faster.......

I reached home at 11:15 pm I grabbed the teddy bear and parked my car.......

I saw a man standing outside my door with books.... Ruhi (my pA) should have sent him.... I thanked him and took the books from him.... The workers from that shop have also reached with her stuff....

I pressed the bell for two times but she didn't opened the door....

But yeah I can listen the voice of loud TV from inside.... This kiddo is watching TV at full voice....... I smiled and sighed..... I took the keys and opened the door....

When I stepped inside... I saw that cartoons were playing on TV and she was sleeping on the couch.... I chuckled looking at her...I switched off the TV.....I shhhed the men behind me with big bags of clothes and other things... And told them to leave those things near by room without making any noise....

I kept the books and teddy bear on the table near by.. And bend on my knees near the couch.... I tugged the hair strand behind her ears..... She was looking so sweet and cute at that moment... Like a small child... Who is tension free from this world and enjoying her sleep..... I feather touched her cheeks.....

Then I noticed... The food was kept untouched on the table.... She hadn't even had her food...... Ahhh.... Sorry mera bachaa.... I know I should have come faster but buying your stuff was also important..... Am so sorry.....

Should I wake her up??? Then I looked again at her innocent and relaxed face... She was sleeping so soundly.... No one on this earth would want to wake up this much cuteness.......

I sighed and quit that plan.... Let's not wake her up... I can't let her sleep empty stomach but.... I can't do anything.... When she'll wake up I'll feed her.....

I picked her up slowly and gently and went to the room... Near my room.... I want her to be with me... But keeping a big stone on my heart... I kept her gently in the middle of the bed.....I kept that teddy also with her and tugged them both under the comforter

I creased her head for a while and kissed her on the forehead.... And left.......

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