S H A R I K - P O V

Ahhhhh!!!! Yesss Yesss Yesss!!!! Finally... Finally.... I talked to her in real.... And I smiled which was actually a mix of blushh and my heart flattered.....!!!

Ufff uffff her sugary coated soft voice......!!! Her honey brown eyes.... The way she was inocently looking into my eyes......!!! Ahhhhh GOD.... Marr hi nahh jaun mei khushi se!!!!

Only I know how I managed to not hug her in excitement.... Like for the very first time I talked to her in real....!!! She was this this close to me.... Uffff uffff!!!! And I was honestly no more aware of where I am... Why I am... Who I am.....!!! All I know is she talked to me.... !!!

I went lost inside the class and settled on the nearest desk....!!!
I can feel my cheeks heating up.....!!!! Teacher entered in our class.... I don't know what she was teaching... What was going on around.....!!! All I can think of is her sweet voice... Her words which comes out like a melody..... I had never felt such way!!! It's not that I was listening to her for the first time..... But this cuteness.... This innocence....... This this... I was witnessing I mean experiencing for the first time.... Ahhhh!!! I don't know what I am thinking what am saying......... She has captivated me completely now!!!!

Her words are repeating in my mind again and again and again.... And strange am not even getting bore... By now I had memorized each word even alphabet and not only this her every moment.....by heart!!!

Those 4 minute 45 second are the best for me and that damn 10 sec eye contact.... The way I got lost in her eyes which are deep like ocean.... From where I never wanted to come back... I just want to sink deeper.... Deeper and deeper.....!!! Ufffff those light brown eyes would be the reason of my death!!!!

I realized I kept on smiling the whole remedial class.... But when The bell rang I grabbed my bag and rushed towards the door.... Just to get her one more glimpse......!!! I searched for her face.... And I know I can search that one face in between millions of people too!!! Because my eyes are addicted to her..... They never get enough of her....!!!

And there she is.......!!! It seems like she's lost in deep thought!!!
I hurried outside beside her.... And started walking aside her in boys line as always.... And my face as usual is turned 90° towards her side.... It's already dark.... And I noticed... She was walking while looking upwards at moon......!!! Haaah!!! I knew it..... But can you see God!! She is looking at her moon and am looking at mine moon!!!... I wish I could be her moon too.... And I sighed........!!!

I kept on walking while looking at her and shit!!! We reached tge girl's hostel..... can't it be little far???? Itni jaldi kyu aa jata hai!!! I looked at her with hope in my eyes.... That may be... May be.... This time she'll turn back and look at me........

I kept on looking at her till she went inside and Ahhhh....!!! As always she didn't turned back.......!!! I looked down sadly and walked slowly towards our hostel.......

Why she always do like this??? Can't she just turn back???
Does she even know that just because of this kisi ko raat ko neend nahi aane wali?????
Uffff I don't want to say anything.....!!!
But tujko mei kitni shiddat se chahu...
Chahe tu rehna bekhabar....
Mohtaaj manzil ka toh nahi hai
Yeh ektarfa mera safar!!!

And Sudden realization is ishq mei hum toh shayar ho gye haan bhai haan song ki lines hai but still..... Feelings samjo feelings!!!!

And I silently went inside the hostel....!!! I am in no mood of going to mess....!!!
Suddenly Shivay came to me
"Chal bhai.... Mess ka time ho gyaaa"

I looked at him and replied
"Mann nahi hai mera tu jaa"

He replied patting my shoulder
"Bro pyaar dil bhar sakta hai lekin paapi pet khana mangta hai chal chal" In emotional tone....

I looked at him in are-you-serious tone and he replied slowly "waise mene suna hai aaj girls ka time bhi same hai... But okk you don't want yo go it's ok I'll not force.... "

Wait..... What he just said??? Is he serious or kidding....??? I looked at him raising my eyebrow and he replied
"Sach mei am not joking but koi baat nahi tu mat aa.... I can understand"

And I stood grabbing my plate
"Ummm if you are forcing too much then How can I disappoint you??? Of course am coming" I replied in flat tone.....

I got my priorities set guys!!!

And he chuckled "yeahhh yeaahhhhh itna bada ahesaan ufff kese chukayge hum"

And gained a disgust look from me.... Such a.....!!! Ahhh......!!! Is he for real??? I sighed and followed him to mess.... !!!

On reaching there girls were also present in opposite direction with teachers table in between..... I looked around to search her but Hmmm she was not here yet!!!! Or mei expect bhi kese kar sakta hoon she'll be here woh bhi itni jaldi...... !!!

I settled on the chair near by instead of being in line for taking dinner.... Just to wait for AARVI MAHARANI who must be busy in her most important meetings....!!!! Ufff....!!!

And after a whole eternity as always guys as always she came chirping and laughing with her friends.... But Okkay!!! To be honest smile came automatically on my face looking at her sweet giggles...!!! No matter what... She looks adorable!!! And How can someone stop adoring when one in Front of your eyes is thissssss much adorable....!!!
And I kept one hand on my heart who starts beating too fast just on her one glimpse.... Itna fast ki bahr nikal kar seedha usi ke paas chale jay in no time!!!!

And she broke the line and directly stood in between near the counter.... Wahhh!!! Madam late bhi hai aur sabse pehle bhi khana chahiye!!! I too stood between Shivay and Dhruv who too were near the counter...... And kept looking at her....... As I already told you this is the thing I can do for eternity and beyond without getting bore.....!!!

She smiled at every mess wale bhaiya and wished them in most generous way when they served.....!! Even she greeted all the teacher there in the sweetest way!!!! And this is the thing I love about her..... She always talks with everyone with a beautiful smile.... Her heart is so kind and gentle!!! She always keeps the happiness of others as priority!!! The kindest and purest soul I ever saw!!! We'll get positive vibes from her.... Like like.... Positivity is in her aura itself!!!

And I don't know what they served in my plate because all I was doing was looking at her beautiful yet innocent face!!!
She settled at the chair facing our side and I too settled just on the chair in her direction!!! So that I could see her adore her as much as I can!!!
(Of course our tables were miles away.... She was at girls side and I was at boys side with teacher's table in between!!!)

She took a morsel in her mouth and suddenly all girls stood up for praying (they always do before eating) but my poor Aarvi... She looked around confused and stood up with them... Closed her eyes and was still chewing her food while reciting prayer... Which made me giggle...!!! Ufff!!!

I too ate without giving itni si bhi attention to it....!!! And when she stood up for going to washing area.... I too stood up and went towards there!!!
Okay let me tell you...
Girls and boys have separate washing areas but doors are side by side.....!!! (Separated by wall in between) so just to get another glimpse of Aarvi I too took my plate and went towards that direction!!!

On going back to hostel... I kept on looking behind me at the direction of girls hostel but all I could see is darkness....!!! Ughhh.... Now again I have to wait for whole night....!!! Why morning is too far??? Raat ko school hone chahiye the... And I hit the wall of hostel hard in Frustration!!!!

I looked up at moon..... And talked with it about my moon!!! I know she too must be looking at moon!!!! Jaldi jaldi subh kar do please!!!