A A R V I - POV

Ufff What a day!!! I don't have enough courage to go to mess now!!! I didn't even opened my uniform and layed on the bed exhausted......!!! Why this school is too far from hostel and on that mess too is about miles from here......... Am done for today!!!

Suddenly I felt someone tapping on my shoulder I turned around and Shashi was there looking at me like am dead or something....
"Don't you wanna go to mess???" She asked

"Am exhausted.......!!! And not feeling like walking even a step.....!!!!! You go..... Enjoy and wake me up when it's time to do majdoori again" And I turned back and closed my eyes....

She sighed and I heard her fading steps........ I don't know when I dozed off and suddenly I heard a shrill whistle........... Ahhhhhh!!!! I flinched and sat on my bed with shock.... My little heart was beating so fast......... I looked around and realized all were again grabbing there bags..... Subh ho gai??? But I remember I slept in afternoon..........

I turned around and noticed it's just fucking 3:15 pm....

I said with frustration " Where are you going now?????? "

Avni replied "For supervision class hurry up..... "

Hell.... Hell.... Hell...... Not again!!!!! My eyes are still burning with tiredness......!!!

I managed to stand up and moved hand on my hair to make it look less messy...... Uffff I know am looking no less than a chudail..... But I can't do anything with this now!!! Bhagwan jii Ahhhh!!! And I changed my clothes into hoddie and lower and grabbed my bag....... And shitt my stomach!!!!! I can feel mice jumping in it.......!!!

What should I do now???? I can't take this hunger..... Suddenly I remember my maate sheree have packed bread and sauce in my trunk....... Love you maateshree Ummahh!!!

And I runned back to my trunk and opened the packet of bread and took two out of it!!! Two would work for now and applied souce to it jaldi jaldi......

Avni shouted from outside "Aarvi jaldiii kar....!!! "

"Aa rahi hoon baba" And I runned outside wearing stuffing bite of bread in my mouth....

When I reached outside all were standing in line waiting for warden who was checking all the dorms to ensure koi gutli (bunk) toh nahi maar raha...!!!

I settled on the big stone front of the hostel and ate my bread....
When I looked up guess what....!!!! Sharik and Shivay were going to school and Sharik was looking at me like kisi ko pehli baar khate hue dekh raha hai....!!!! And why the hell he is smiling???? Khair muje kya khane par focus karte hai.....
Baadmei Overthinking karungi!!!! But I am hundred and ten percent sure he have crush on someone in this hostel.... That's why his neck is always at this side with blush under his stubble on the face....!!!!

And Finally after a whole decade girl's line started moving...... I too get into the line and moved towards the school....... I noticed Sharik and Shivay still reached just halfway to school..... They literally passed us an hour ago.... Inse tez toh chintiya chal leti hai!!! Kuch toh masla zaroor hai........

I looked around to see ki kon ho sakti hai jispar Sharik Khan... The Sharik khan Fidaa hain!!!!
But I can't see his match anywhere here..... I chuckled.... Kon hogi bechari jo in Khadoos prani ko jhelegi....!!!
Mujhe kya....!!!

After reaching school we went to our class and I literally spend complete supervision class with head down and eyes close....
Am not in a mood of even sitting here...... Padhai toh door ki baat hai!!!!! I slept again and I woke up when they rang bell with was like kisi se Thar ke hammer se zor se mara ho....!!!!!! I can bet even the people living in teachers quarter who is almost 100 miles from here could listen this......!!!

And I grabbed my bag again to go back...... Uff uff ufff!!!!

While going back to hostel......
Damnnn!!!! Dogs roaming there started barking..... Bhagwan ji bhagwan ji please isko door rakhna mujse!!!! And With my great fortune I was last in the row.....!!! Ahhhh!!! My heart started beating fast........ Kutte se darr nahi lagta janab uske baad lagne wale 14 injection se lagte hai!!!

He kept on barking and I started moving faster.... I went in front of a girl but she again came in front of me... Mei darkop... Yeh mujse bhi badi darpok....
Bhagwan ji bacha lo please!!!! Not this... Anything but not this....

That dog kept on barking and chasing me slowly..... Iske iraade mujhe sahi nahi lag rahe..... What you'll get from me!!??? I don't even have enough flesh on my body..... And suddenly someone threw small pebbles on dog's side..... Not to harm it but just to make it go away..... And when I looked from where it is from..... Taadaaa it's none other than Sharik khan!!!! And he was SMILING..........What he would be thinking of me.....
Aarvi Rajput kutto se darti hai....... !!!

Ughh....!!!
1. Subh 5 baje utha diya
2. Exercise for pata nahi what
3. Late for mess
4. Boring school
5. Argue with teacher
6. Incomplete sleep
7. Crush ke samne bezati....!!!!

Oh teri!!! Did I just revealed.???
Haan bhai haan I have crush on him but little little because because I like his stubble..... And deep eyes....!!!!! That's it!!!!

Bhagwan jiii mana am your favorite child... But itni favorite aur nahi saha jata!!! Please mat barsay itna pyaar...... (Understand the sarcasm guys)

I went inside the hostel and now am really not going in mess for that ubla hua pani which they call as Tea...... Chai par se vishwas uth gya mera toh!!!
So I changed into sports wear and sat on the stairs outside the hostel and looked around....
For the first time I noticed the Beautiful mountains visible from there......... And the clouds surrounding them.....!!! Wow!!! The scenery is really very beautiful.... I was just looking at them then again I heard a loud whistle..... Maar do mujhe please maar do.... Sara mood kharab kar diya!!!! Ugh...

I looked for the source of that vahiyaat harkat.... And of course none other than female hitler... I mean our PT teacher.... I stood up with hands at the back as she approached me (rules bro rules karna padhta hai) and wished her in the most polite way I can manage... Ufff " good evening mam"

"Yes yes Good evening Aarvi" And she patted my shoulder...
"I had seen you many times in the online classes too....  Your speeches are really amazing......
Yaha par bhi bolo hmm" She said witha smile

"Yeah sure mam.... " Trying to be innocent guys... Samja karo sabhiko asliyat nahi dikhani hoti!!!

"And what your father do??? "
She asked raising her eye brows..

"Police... He's in police" I replied

"Ooohoo police wali ki ladki.... Woh toh bade discipline and strong hote hain" She said in teasing tone...

Aaayein??? Yeh kin bacho ki baat kar rahi hai??? Of course not me... And I gave her a smile back and nodded....

And she whistled again right into my ear and I winced.....
Ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!! "Lineee up everyone.... " She shouted.......

We all lined up for the attendance and after whole eternity of lecture and all.... She said "Today we'll clean our surroundings..... This is also our home and it should be clean and neat.... "

What the-???????
Are you SERIOUS???? Ab majdoori bhi karni padegi....???
And I looked at her with big eyes..... Ugh!!!! Congrats Aarvi!!! Here comes the thrill....!!!

And every one scattered around arranging pebbles.... Pulling weeds..... Collecting garbage....
Ewwww!!!! I looked at them and suddenly that lady hitler came to me again and hit me (patted according to her) on my back
"Shabash Aarvi join them... We'll make you mentally and physically bold that no one in future can hurt you!!! "

I smiled at her thinking future toh tab jab yaha se zinda jaungi!!! "Yeahh yeah man sure... " And I acted collecting paper strips.... Ufff isse zada ki umeed na rakhiyo....

And then Sharik and his team passed from there with volley ball in their hand and they started flexing it in between the road by giving passes to each other...... Ugh!!! Mana tum log international player ho lekin what is this behavior???

And suddenly dhruv fell in between and I started laughing hard acha huaaa!!!!!  They looked at me like they'll eat me up the first chance they get but who cares!!! I continue laughing hard.... Ufff ufff ufff!!! Bass yahi chahiye tha aaya bhadha Akdhoo!!! And suddenly I realized a gaze on me..... It was from Sharik....... If he continue looking at me like this he would make a hole right into my soul and I gazed down and started my acting if cleaning again....!!!
Khaan Ji ke lakshan meko kuch sahi nahi lag rahe!!!

Anyways after too much struggle and hardwork ( I barely picked up two pages and wrapper) we went inside and washed our hands!!!!

The moment I thought Of Doing rest the most irritating sound again came "Niklo girls!!!! "
Ahhhhhhhh!!! I kicked my feet hard to the side of my bed in anger and Ouchhhh Ouchhh!!!! Zor se lag gyaaa!!!!

I grabbed my bag again For so called REMEDIAL CLASSES.....

I went outside with Avni and Shashi... And guess what... Too much coincidence today... Again Sharik came into my view... Right when I stepped outside the girl's hostel he was already there on the road going for School....!!!! Am I noticing him too much or what???? Shake it off Aarvi Shake it off !!! I already have so much to deal with....... Ughh!!! And okkay am missing my home already.....
Life was too easy when mumma papa was around...... Yesss of course cut that taunt part!!!!!

And I walked down to school lost in my thoughts......
When we were in the school corridor I realized Sharik was just beside me walking with me and Shivay, Avni and Shashi nowhere near us......!!!

I looked at him.... And he was looking little nervous from expression with a slight smile on his face.... He too looked at me and for the first time we made perfect eye contact....!!!

I got lost somewhere in his eyes and got back when he asked in his deep honey like voice "Heyy!! How was your day??? Kesa laga hamara school?? "

I gulped looking at him and processed what he asked....
I finally shaked my head and gazed down pulling away the eye contact and said slowly
"Yeah that was...... Fine..... "

"Hmm... Kisi ne tang toh nahi na kiya??? " He asked with concern and care.... The care and concern I never knew I wanted..... As am too far from my home... All new experience!!! And his words somehow made me feel home....!!

"Mhmm nahi nahi" I managed to say while we were taking slow steps from the corridor to class.... My gaze locked to the floor....!!!

"Koi karega toh do tell me okk!!!" He said with smile and assurance....

Ufff bass My little heart can't take this much in just one time!!!!!

I smiled back at him and nodded......!!! I can feel something in my stomach!!!

And shit my class reached!!! Can't it be little longer.... Just a moment more???? I don't know but my heart was saying me to stay..... To just be there....!!!

I stood there for giving him space to go to his class but he too stood beside me and gesture me to go to class...... And gave me a most warm smile I had ever seen!!!

And I smiled back and went into my class while my eyes were still locked at him.... And then uff he too went to his class!!!!

I almost tripped with the bench but ufff baar baar bachi!!!

Avni looked at me with teasing smile and said "Ahm ahm see the blush"

Damnnn!!!! No way.... Am I blushing????????

I gave her the shut-up look and sat beside her when she was smirking....... I still was dealing with those butterflies in my stomach ahhhhhh!!!!!! This feeling is so strange....!!!!! I never felt this.... Ahhhhh!!! This is not that I never talked to boys before but this was something different and I did head down hiding my unknown feelings and processing what just happened?!!!!