S H A R I K - P O V

It's not like am attending this classes for the first time.... I am here since 6th standard.... But air am breathing today is something different........ There is something different.... Something.... Something just unique...... Which I can feel....

I don't know whether it is because am here after 2 years of lockdown.....!!! Maybe.... But we all know am saying this just to convince my heart... who is driving insane for that one girl......

Hell!!! I never thought I would be this desperate for anyone...... I was not like this.... No never.... But only a glimpse of her.... Uffff......

I got ready for the school and usually I never go to mess for breakfast....... But today as I had dressed up early... I don't know why!!!

I was standing in line for breakfast when I saw a face from the door opposite to us (entrance of girl's).... She was coming all way running like Simran of Dil wale dulhaniya le jayge and like uski train choot rahi ho...... She stopped near the last table and when I looked carefully Ohhhooo yeh toh meri hi dulhaniya I mean Aarvi.....Our Mahaan Aarvi Rajput hai.....

Aur ho bhi kon sakta hai.... Madam abh aa rahi hai mess khali hone ke baad....... I smiled and shaked my head Ooofff....!!!
She intruded into our line and their wardon was looking like she has attempted a crime like intruding RBI for robbery......

When I looked around
As always everyone's prime attention was Miss Aarvi... And this literally sucks me..... Dhruv was looking at her with his big wide mouth..... Man kar raha hai ankhen nikaal loon......
Is ladki ko bhi hamesha aese kaam karne hote hai.....!!!

When I again looked at her she was escaping from washing area after successfully accomplishing her robbery I mean taking her breakfast.... Warden se nazrein bachatein hue dheere dheere she vanished....... I almost chuckled.....!!! And then Shivay hit me from back... "Bhai khana le jaldi late ho raha hai baadmei nihaar lena"
And earned a snore from me....!!! Mood kharab kar diya sara..........

I had my breakfast and trust me I was on time....... And had almost rushed to school..... But I don't know why..... But I reached the school during assembly.........!!!! Crap.... I thought I was Early today.......!!!
But anyways VIPs are always late..... I mean Others are early to welcome VIPs... And everyone is looking at us I can't rush all the way to class... Apni bhi koi reputation hai......

So I took slow steps.... I didn't tried to find Aarvi in ground.... Of course I wanted to but I can't......... What if someone notice??? And am also not sure about feelings...
I am... But not like sure like sure..... You know what I mean.......

I reached the class and peeked outside in assembly ground... My eyes searching for
Miss Intruder.... My eyes searched all the faces and stoped actually got lost in her innocent face....Her face clearly shows disgust and bore.... Dhruv was giving speech and looking at her it feels like she would throw up in no.......Kaash jitni shakal se masoom hai utni harkaton se bhi hoti..... I chuckled.........

I looked beside me and noticed the big eyes of Shivay which were almost bulging out of his socket.... He came to me and placed his hand on my forehead
"Bhai are you fine.... " He said in such a dramatic tone.....

I don't know about Aarvi but I am surely going to throw up......
"Bro give it a break please.... " I said in shut-the-fuck-up tone...

He started laughing and singing
"Pehla pehla pyaaar haiii Ohhhooo pehli pehli baar hai"

Ufffff Ok Control Sharik......
bhai jesa hai maar bhi nahi sakta have to control....... And I sighed.......

And then boring periods with those first day introduction.... Motivation... Inspiring speech and blah blah blah started.......

But my head.... It was all stucked in clouds... In the thoughts of her...... Is this what we call love???? I can't even think of anything else........ Is she doing any black magic on me...??? Harkaton se agar.... Anyone says ki that girl performs black magic... Trust me I'll not even give it a second thought........ I'll honestly believe it.......

I literally went to washroom for hundreds of time that day of course from front of her class.... Which was actually in opposite direction..... And that girl didn't even spared a look at me.... She was all attentive and indulged in lectures of teacher like a sincere student........ And this is what I like..... She is perfect in everything.... It can be studies.... Or other activities.... Or just just anything..... She is perfect...... She is determined.... She is optimistic........... Am not Only attracted to her for outer appearance but her personality..... Her determination..... Her mindset to achieve every possible thing.... She is really a perfect example of anyone wants to get motivated.... Am really into her..... She is not like other girls.... She is something else....!!!

In last period, when I went near her class I noticed Sajjad sir and she was arguing over something and others were enjoying the scene....

"But sir aese kese ho sakta hai....... " She said in her child like innocent voice.......

"Beta jiii aap samje tohh" Sir replied....

"Sir isko nahi samj aayga.... " Akash said and I fisted my hand in anger I don't know why but my eyes went dark on the tone he used for her......

"Khudh samja de phir aaya bada sasta ghalib" Aarvi replied in with her sass and anger....

I chuckled "Uff That's my girl"
I know in future I never need to save her or do anything I just need to stand and see her handling arguments with her sass replies....... And doing stupid shits..... Smile and say THAT'S MY GIRL!!!! and Yes of course have to clear the mess afterwards.... As she run into unnecessary fights some time.... My Angry bird...... !!!!!

And I realized it's already off and students are going back to hostel.... Shivay bought my bag with him and I grabbed it......

Her section was still stucked their because of her doubt...... How long it's gonna take?????

I can't go without her..... I'll get to see her straight in supervision class in evening.... I can't wait to long!!!

Whole school went back but I waited for her to complete her argues I mean discussion and yeah Of course Shivay is also with me.... Bechara.... I sometime feel pity of him.....

"Chal yaar Sharik Mess mei line lag jaygi Aapki Queen Victoria busy hai masle suljane mei.... " He said in am-done-with-you tone....

"Rukjaa aa te honge.... " I said looking at gate

And after a whole decade of waiting they finally came and not only this.... After whole eternity Maharani stepped outside matakte matakte gappe ladate ladate with her class mates...... But haayeee!!! I love her chirp.... No no Kutrrr Kutrrr...... I can listen to her of my whole life... But she didn't even called or greeted me yet!!! That's really rude of her... Here I am head to toe mad for her and she is not even.... Not even.....!!!!!!!!! Ahhhh!!!! Chats mei toh she was like lalalaalala..... What happened here???? She still was talking to Avni about I don't know what!!!!

" Ladki thakti nahi hai kya??? Khana toh isne bhi mess ka hi khaya hai.... " I said under my breath

Shivay placed a hand on my shoulder and said with sympathy "Stamina bhai Stamina All the best "

Hmm I can see my future.... I actually need that All The best......

And she finally looked at me and then to other girls like searching of someone.........
Do pal meri ankho mei bhi dekh le mohtarma aur kitna tadpaoge......

And she again looked at me with confusion..... Like she is calculating sum of trigonometry.... Ab kya chal raha hai iske Khurafatiii dimaag mei.... I started looking around....... Everywhere but not at her..........!!!! I don't have to look desperate to her.....!!! And started walking with shivay...

When we reached girls hostel I steal glances at her... May be may be ek baar mudkar dekh le..... But Akdhooo....!!! She went straight inside leaving me with open mouth and my jaw literally felling to ground.......
My little heart!!!!