Sharik's POV

In mess Dhruv was smiling at her and damn!! She smiled back even murmured something........

I can feel blood boiling inside me...... This girl don't even look at me and is smiling at that useless creature....!!! She is the only one who always complain like... Aaj Dhruv ne muje yeh kaha... Aaj dhruv ne mujse woh kaha......... aur madam ki smileeee paas ho rahi hai us gadhee ko dekh kar wahhh!!!
Mann toh kar raha hai jaan le loon.......

Shivay shaked me "Broo.... You are all red... What happened???"

"Huh?? No... Nothing..... " I said and went outside the mess......
I can't take this.........!!!
Control Sharik!!! A girl can't effect you this much......

I ruffled my hair in frustration.... And sat on the stairs outside our hostel....

Sir whistled for attendence and we all lined up for evening attendance......Yes we were in attendence...but all I could think of is that innocent face girl!!!May be I can get her glimpse again.... The more am trying to distract myself more am thinking of her.... Am craving for her one glimpse.... Just one glimpse......

Mei pehle bhi uska tha.... Lekin jabse use dekha hai...
Haaa!!! Man kar raha hai bass woh saamne bethi rahe mei dekhta rahu.... Umar guzaar sakta hoon mei dekhte dekhte us masoom se chehre ko......!!!
Uski woh pyaari si muskaan... Uski hasi... Uski baatein.... Haaayeee marjaavan!!!

And suddenly sir said loudly
"DISPERSE" And I came out of my thoughts.........

Shivay came to me and said
"Chal volleyball khelne chalte hai... "

I hummed and followed them all..... When I reached near girl's hostel.... My head was all in the direction of girl's hostel searching for that one face.....
Where is shee???? I looked around everywhere.... Just everywhere... So many girls were there outside roaming but she was not there... Hell!!!!!

After passing from girl's hostel.... I said to my other classmates "you all go am not feeling like playing... " And went back

"What happened??? " Dhruv asked......

"Nothing... You all go I'll join later... " I said over my shoulder.....

When I reached mess which was between girl's hostel and boys hostel... I turned back to the side of girl's hostel...... I was walking straight but my head... It was turned 90° towards the direction of girls hostel......

Of course am not looking at anyone there.... No one ever catches my attention... Neither am interested in.... Just that one face.....!!! Woh bhi pata nii konsa vodooo magic kiya hai usne......
Pagal ho gya hoon mei.....
Kya isi ko love at first sight kehte hai????

She was still not there.... I took at least 7...8... Rounds from front of their hostel.... Butt!!! Mil gya hoga koi baate karne wala maharani ko...... Haaah!!!!

Then I touched my heart and creased it.... She'll not come..... Stop roaming in front of girl's hostel......
Uska pata ni agar kisi aur ne aese chakkar lagate dekh liya toh kya sochenge sabhi.... Uffff...

With disappointed heart... I again sat on the stairs in front of the our hostel........dinner Timing of mess for boys and girls is also different........God!!! Ek baar dikha dete toh meri raat sukoon bhari nikal jati.....

STOP IT SHARIK..... BEHAVE...!!! kya ho raha hai teko.... Ufffff.....

I closed my eyes and massaged my temple of some time.......

And then I went inside... I was too exhausted from morning....... That I layed on my bed..... I closed my eyes and I don't know when I fell asleep.... I didn't even went for taking dinner.......

I woke up around 12 midnight....... A beautiful moon was there in the sky outside my window....!!!

I suddenly remembered... That jhalli si ladki use to talk to this moon janab for hours..... I smiled.... Ufff Moon??? No no she can even look up in the sky....down at ground.....Look at a random stone.... Even at books and pen and can talk for hours.....!!!! She is something different.....

She can be anything but not REAL of course....
Universe ghoomne ka....dusre planet jane ka bahoot shok hai madam ko.... Mujhe toh shaq hota hai kahi Alien toh nahi.....!! And I chuckled ufff pyaari si alien....

I looked at moom and said "Aap jante hai I really feel jealous of you... Aarvi ki language mei kahe toh am jeko of you!!! Woh toh meri chand hai hi.... Kaash!! Mei bhi uska chand ban saku....... " I sighed....

I realized what am doing... Yes I never talked like this to myself or to these things before.... But AARVI...!!! I think am becoming like her now..... (Of course am not ladhaku vimaan like her....)

Mei pehle aese man hi man mei muskurata nahi tha.... Mei pehle aese kisi ke baare mei sochta nahi tha... Mei pehle kisi ke liye jealous feel nahi karta tha......... These all are new feelings....... And damn they are twisting my stomach with butterflies!!!!

I closed my eyes with the hope to meet her tomorrow at school.....and slept......she invaded my dreams.... My mind..... MY HEART... My everything..............
"Haule haule zindagi ko ab tere hawale karun!!!"

I woked up with happy smile...
Am so excited for the day!!! Not because it's first day after lockdown... But because of that new intruder of my heart Aarvi Rajput!!!

After the first time I talked to her she is my last thought when I sleep... She is in my dreams.... She is my first thought in morning.... She is on my mind everytime.........!! I am not doing this intentionally... But I can't control this heart......

Ab yeh meri nahi sunta.... Usse pehli baar baat karne ke baad se hi yeh mujse zada uss kuttrrr kuttrrr karne wali chuhi ka ho gya hai!!! Aur kal dekhne ke baad se toh yeh mera raha hi nahi.......

I get outside for morning PT...... It's foggy November morning.....!!!! Haah!!! I smiled because.... Ab Aarvi Madam jab 5 baje uthegi... Unka shok boarding ka utar jayga.... Ghar par toh majaal hai 10 baje se pehle uth jay.......

Shivay hit me from back "aur bhai subh subh itni khushi kya ho gya ahmm ahm hume bhi batao"

"Me happy??? Nahh nahh nothing... It's just... Kitni achi subh hai na" I replied hesitately....

"Haan haan girls hostel ke samne wali subh toh aur zada khubsurat hogi... " He said teasingly.....

I scowl at him....... And then sir whistled to line up..... After Attendence we started doing running down to gate....
(From front of girl's hostel) ok okkk...!!! I didn't choosed to do that obviously sir said..... And that's the only route.....*smirk*