I was sleeping and was dreaming a very beautiful dream and suddenly I heard my brother's voice "Shiviiii Get up fast or else you'll regret am telling you" I sat on my bed suddenly realising am already late for the college.... 

Heyy!!! Am Shivanya....Just Shivanya.... Because I don't know who my parents are... They left me at an orphanage when I was just few days older.... 

Yuvraj Bhai's parents adopted me but they too dies when I was young.... From then I was living with Yuvraj Bhai who works as an employee at Bank and his wife Aayshu bhabhi who loves me a lot.... But in contrast... Bhai hates me... He hates me a lot.... Basically everyone hates me.......!!! I have no one but myself......!!! I know bhabhi always wanted to help me but she can't.... Not her fault... If krishna ji have decided to give me such life.....!!! 

Anyways.... Now I have learnt to bear these hatred....!!! Still I love them all.... Really..... And I know.... Bhagwan ji is testing me.... And I'll pass this test for sure one day... Some day.... 

It was my first day to college and I was quite excited that maybe I'll make some friends there by any luck as I never had friends in my school.

Bhai was not in the favour of sending me college but his Best friend Kartik convinced him.

"Bhai I want to ask you something" I asked shivering.

"Say" he said without even looking at me.

I gathered courage and asked "Bhai, will you please give me permission to join college"

He glared at me like am asking for his property. I deep down knew that he would never allow me to study further but still want to try my luck and as I had expected he said straightly "What would you do going to a college, be at home and learn house chores already I have spent so much on you"

I got tears in my eyes and requested again "Please Bhai let me join the college I swear you'll never get a chance of complain"

And he again glared at me and almost shouted "I already said NO didn't you listen"

Suddenly his best friend came and saw me with teary eyes.....

I don't know what but he helps me many times like yes he is tall and handsome. I sometimes think why would he help someone like me but may be he feels sympathy for me. 

I was going back to my room suddenly he asked with concern "Kiddo what happened?? Why you are crying??"

I told him about the situation looking down and He see me with pity in his eyes and bend down to me as he was too tall for me and I actually looks like a kid in front of him but I still don't like him calling a kid like after all am a grown up.

He wiped off my tear and patted on my head. "It's ok don't cry" and faced to my brother

" Why you are not letting her go to college?? She's a bright student allow her to go and it would be beneficial to you only. She can help you financially too by working somewhere" He said to Bhai and seems like he's giving it a thought.

After some time he said "Ok you can but don't expect me to spend money on any of you expenses just addmission fees" He said looking at me.

I smiled and thanked him and Kartik. And ran back to my room joyfully. Kartik too smiled at seeing me.

I heard another voice of my brother and came out of my thought

"Shivi 10 min or I'll not drop you to your college and am serious"

I hurried and took a quick bath. I grab my kurti and loose pants wore it and made a loose bun quickly. I prayed to God. And ran down. I hugged my bhabhi. She always supports me. She wished me luck. Kissed suru(my brother's son) and almost ran to the door.

Ayshu bhabhi " At least have some food don't go empty stomach " 

I said running to door "I'll have some afterwards don't worry"

And when I reached I saw my brother has already left.

I stood there on the entrance almost crying with Tears in my eyes. I was so angry with him He always do this to me.

I started walking my own at the roadside. I didn't have any money too for fare as Bhai never gives me.

I sadly walk looking down and suddenly a car stop there and horned.

I thought am coming in the way so gets aside but the care again horned.

I saw and guess what Kartik was sitting inside. 

I looked at him from window. He askes " Where are you going all alone hmmm"

"Nothing just I was late in the morning so Bhai left and went to office" I said in almost inaudible tone but he still listened and was looking little angry.

He said something under his breath which I was unable to listen.

He suddenly said "Hop in kiddo Am going to the side of your college only" 

I see him excitedly and hurried inside. He saves me again. 

He was wearing white shirt and black pants with a tie..... And his Coat was lying on the back of the seat.... He have the most genuine and warm smile on his face which always makes my heart flatter....

I feel like...... Like.... Ahhhh I can't explain.... It's completely different feeling when I am with him.... Like magic.... And the thing is I only feel those things when am around him.... Near him.... With him.... Or thinking about him.... 

I don't know what it is... But it's just for him....!!!! I looked at his deep eyes and he too was looking at me.... I felt something in my stomach and I gazed down......!!! Uff uff uff... What would he think of me if he catches me staring at him like this.....!!!